I wanted to blog about today, but my mood's just totally ruin. So maybe later or another time.
I don't wanna ever menopause. I thought pms was bad enough, but seems like menopause is a million times worse. He use com, my fault? Wf. I just want to relax abit right? Schedule tight like anything. Monday - Lit + Choir, Tuesday - D&T workshop, Wednesday - entrepreneurial workshop, Thursday - lit + choir, Friday - maths remedial & chem remedial. People not in one of the top classes doesn't mean they very free right. Is basically cause we are not academically inclined that's why they want to train us to be good in other areas so that we won't lose out right, and that's why our schedules are just as tight right. You can say i'm lousy all you want. Idc. I'm trying to do my best and yet here you are putting me down. Just cause my maths always fail and now still fail then you say i'm becoming lousier and lousier. Can't you see the improvement in marks? Now is like 47+, almost pass ready right, last time 30+ only eh. I can't just jump from a F9 to a A1 overnight. I'm slowly improving what. You think i everytime come back so late cause go out play. Think i don't go school cause i like. Tell you sick, you always say don't bluff. I try to be nice to you then you start scolding me. Everytime you not happy with your son, you blame me for it. I think there's nothing wrong with me to spend time in church, cause God multiplies the time you spent with him back to you.
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