I'm slowly turning into somebody i don't wanna be. Thank you for waking me up in the nick of time. I guess ppl only learn their lesson thru their mistakes. And since you've made a mistake, there's bound to be consequences that you would have to face. So i accept it. My lips are cracking, my stomach is burning, and I've got a super large ulcer in my mouth that well, hurts pretty much. I feel miserable inside. Everything's piling up and i can't tell you anything. I've got nobody to just tell everything to. And that's when i realise that hey, you know, you actually mean everything to me. I don't want to leave my phone in fear that you would text me, but yet i have to leave my phone, cause if i don't, I'm afraid i my fingers would go out of control. Time, time. They say time heals it all. Are you really that powerful, time? If you are, show me your capabilities. I can't take it anymore, but for your sake, I'm willing to hang in there just a little longer. Restore, daddy, restore. How i long to see your smile right now, the most beautiful smile in this world. You're all in my head, and heart. And it's not that i don't wanna get you out, as hard as i try, you still lingers. I just wanna tell you just how much exactl you mean to me. I promised to be your stress ball when you're stressed. And you know what? I'll always be. Isn't that why God created me? K bye.

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